Can I wish to?

🍁I knew I’d still put your name when I’d read that quote in bold
But I never thought I’d adrift when I’d listen to that song old.
🍁I can sense that you still reside in the pages of that torn book
And that building holds you in every corner ,every nook.
🍁I was never convinced it’d be so rare to hear from you
But now that I have it on my face, it all appears in a shaded hue.
🍁You always warned that everything might change anytime soon
But I, unware of it, kept spinning our instants in my own cocoon.
🍁I assumed the lane of memories would pass on like a season
But the fact that I still look back on it seeks a reason.
🍁No.I won’t ask you to stay here by my side
But can I wish to speak of us with the same pride?